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Friday, February 15, 2008  i appear to be smiling but deep inside me, my heart is crying.totally just broke down when i heard the results. i am not sad because i didn't manage to get the rank. but is the people around me. i felt that they are so disappointed in me. they are just saying "you're such a letdown. i am disappointed. broke down in classroom. after that went toilet. didn't know why i felt in this way. but i really feel that i am such a letdown. people pins their hopes on me. and there it go. after recess, my emotion was back to normal. i didn't want to think about it. i acted as if nothing have happened. went to change with miss chew lier surianah and nad. wanted to remind the sec2s of the time. can't believe what they said man. it just hurt me like what man. all i wanted to do is to remind them, yet what i've gotten back was things that i do not want to hear. that was before parade start. cried again. you might say i am a cry baby or whatsoever. but frankly speaking, it's much more better after crying out. my emotions are very unstable at that time. next during training. they said the same thing lah. i've stopped crying already. and it started all over again. yup. 3 times in total. i think it's my record. crying so many times in a day. i am not sad i didnt get the rank. but i am just disappointed. that's all. today's sec 1 orientation wouldn't be a success without. the groups leaders. they played a major role. thanks guys. and thanks to people who tried to cheer me up. vivian, evann, soh yin, siyi, li er, ashikin, meiqi, yanlong, james. to all these people. "remember Melissa Yam is strong. this is just a obstacle for her. And she'll overcome it. She've promised" with you guys around, she will be able to overcome this obstacle. and she would like to say a very big thank you. For people whom i've disappoint, i am really sorry. i didn't mean it. With Loves, Melissa Yam |
biogrpahy  MELISSA YAM ♥ 23081992 Singapore Polytechnic. DBIT Affiliates BOYFRIEND ♥♥♥ SWEELING ♥ VALERIE goh ♥ VIVIAN ♥ PEISHAN ♥ Bygones LOL. my players are on newspaper! waiting for our... caught by mr ***he asked me to unpick me skirt lor... things haven't been passing right for these few da... kids are like chocolates.they simply just brighten... read some thing that just spoilt my day.i hope thi... went school.whatever lah.was feeling damn sad/emo ... hm. went 500+ with evann and mary.bought nails acc... well. lessons were alright.having health screening... had a day with family.i could feel the family warm... I am 99% sure that you don't like me,but 1% is eno... Take a bow Designer: Eunice Inspiration: Plastic!Romance Color: Color picker tool Icon: Reviviscent |
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