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Saturday, April 5, 2008

was hyper in the morning.
very early. 6 plus 7.
met li er, siyi, shikin, meiqi and ratna.
well. get ready for GOH.
everything went as per normal.
while waiting for the arrival of the GOH,
a lot of things went throught my mind.
is alot.
when returning the rifle, i broke down.
yup. i cried. not really cry lah.
but just got tears lor.
it's like being in NPCC for 3 yrs or so.
my love for it is really really very very strong.
was so emotional lah.
but stopped after awhile.
took a lot of photos.
went to watch some performance.
then went to jurong point de kfc.
after that went to toy r us.
spent almost an hour there?
eh. syameera, shikin, shilong, james and me went
we did the paint thing.
i shall post up the pictures tmr.
ard 2 i left to yew tee.
my little cousin birthday.

i may look cheerful to you.
but i keep my emotions alot.
once i have decided to let it out,
you will then see the real me.
i am trying my best not to influence any of your mood.
i am so sorry.

small little actions of yours really meant a lot to me.
words that you said, are memoried by me.
everyone is saying "wow. he's so handsome today"
well. i agree with them.
i ain't being jealous or what.
you're really handsome today.
although i took a picture with you,
but i am not really happy.
i don't know why
this would happen without the help of li er and wilson.
thanks.
you are the only person who never fail to make me cry.
you walked towards me, i thought you're going to console me.
but i was wrong, very very wrong.
you walked over, and you kept quiet.
what you do expect me to do? stand there?
i walked away. i am always the one who walks away from you,
who starts a conversation,
who take up all the initiative for everything.
my dear, i may be tired sometimes.
i have been loving you for so long.
since feb 2007.
but can you feel my love for you?
i am really feeling very miserable deep inside me.
it's no one's fault.
i do not blame anyone.
once i close my eye, the image of you will just appear.
the moment when i am taking a picture with you.
i am so confused.
my eyes are too tired to cry anymore.
i am sorry. i love you.

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